Dear Diary... (life update)
I struggled a lot with my mental health for like 2 weeks. It felt that everything in my life was crumbling down. People I care about got really sick. I worried hard. Other people I care about faced difficulties, I had some problems with Charlotte, The Sissy Market needed extra work and felt like it was going down, My onlyfans... everything kinda went into the wrong direction. And because I felt that I'm doing this out of love and passion for everybody, It kinda demotivated me and all the mess put me to a point where I didn't want to leave my bed. It was really bad.
But everything is slowly going back to normal.
I found energy to fix things.
New staff joined to work in both stores, a miss communication has been resolved with Charlotte, the people i care about are doing better... It's looking better and better.
Slowly, my libido and motivation is returning to making content.
I'm feeling better and better.
I'll start replying to everyones messages too <3
Mwah
Joyce
