❤️DEAR DIARY.... (life update)❤️

A lot has been going on. I don't really know where to start to be honest.
As most of you know, I run The Sissy Market and now also a local game store. Both are doing very very good and I am super happy and thankfull for that.
They are doing so well that they both required a lot of my time and this drained me. It is just too much. On top of that, in my private life, I need to take care of a few loved ones and on top of that, I have Charlotte too, who I want to make happy. Oh and then there is youtube, all my socials and of course my exclusive pages like this one. You might think ''but hey think about the payout! You must have a lot!'' And the truth is, yes and no. Both businesses require a lot of stock and upgrades all the time, I take care of family and I give myself a normal income. Sometimes I buy myself something nice.
Charlotte and I are doing great, but not in a Domme/sub way. She doesn't see me as a Domme and she's just not into it and the comments I received from her were a huge blow to my confidence.
And Confidence for me is important and required to feel dominant.
Honestly, I crashed. And thats why I didn't see me for a while.
I've been really down and I have been crying for 2 days straight. Every little thing I need to do requires all my willpower and energy and it sucks.
After a couple days, I feel a little bit recharged and I am using this energy to write this little daily update.
I also used this energy to find solutions.
I hired another fulltime employe for both stores. So that I can focus more on content creation and being a good sissy like I am supposed to be.
They will start at the 1st of March, so I need to hold on a little bit longer.
I am a strong girl.
I got this, I love you all
Thank you for supporting me trough good and trough my bad times.
Just keeping things real.
Mwah x
Joyce