I’m going to share some stories with you guys that I wasn’t ready to share before, but I’m finally a confident enough woman with enough years between me and these crazy events that I can begin to talk about all of the years of viral fame and what was actually going on.

I think the most fitting place to start is how I even got intro streaming, period. Some of my followers have even been keeping up with me since college, which is where I’ll start.

Florida State University; that glittering jewel on the hill at the top of Florida was the goal set in my sights in high school. I needed to get out of this slow farmer town and into somewhere more exciting, and I’d heard of all of the partying at FSU and couldn’t help but feel magnetized towards somewhere that seemed to have a pulse. I got in, spent the whole summer working on my looks, and immediately was overwhelmed by the reaction to me.

I was freshly 18, blonde hair past my shoulders, with a glint in my eye and hormones keeping me constantly horny, perhaps from the sheer excitement of finally having freedom. I went out every night, hooked up with a new person and brought them back to my dorm, and spent the entire day nursing off each hangover face deep in a textbook so I could get straight As and go out that night and do it again. I made a lot of enemies during this time, usually girls who were involved with these guys, and felt threatened by my mere presence.

One day at the bar, a man came up to me and said he had a business proposition - that he had the best idea ever, but he wasn’t a girl so he couldn’t do it. I was intrigued, but a little wary. I spent a few weeks getting to know him (hooking up with him) and we talked about his novel idea: a hot girl gamer on Twitch. I didn’t know anything about this site, but I was happy to share that one of the few things I did every day and was sad I couldn’t do in my dorm anymore was play Call of Duty. He bought me a capture card, and declared that my earnings would be 50% his. I didn’t mind because at the time 50% of zero is zero… and I had very little money, except from student refunds after financial aid. The only problem is, he had no idea how to stream, and neither did I. After some immense hours researching (Pre-Chat GPT days) I came to the conclusion that the part he had ordered for me was actually for a desktop computer, not a console set up. And so, the idea was planted, and would not take root until years later.

I worked at a college bar after being rejected from every sorority on the basis of “huge whore who might fuck our boyfriends” (a legitimate threat, I understand now, no judgement) and realized that I was no longer under constraints over my body and mind, and free to fuck and suck who I pleased. So I got even sluttier, but somehow finally systematized it so my sexiness was earning me money.

Being a bottle girl was much similar to my work now: getting ready and putting on a show. I loved it. Tallahassee is probably one of the few places that feels still segregated, and I had such curves that it wasn’t long before the management placed me on FAMU (the historically black college) scheduled days for shows to sell Hennessy’s by the case load and twerk to my heart’s content. I always had more fun twerking and dancing on these nights, and found a love for the eroticism, and perhaps even first learned how to tease to increase tips. It was exhilarating. Every now and then I’d get scheduled for FSU nights, but I had more time personally going out on the town with people from my college, usually hunting for someone else to hook up with.

My personal favorite was spending time with the nerdier, less wanted fraternity guys who were so eager to have a hot girl in their presence that they actually treated me with respect… so I sucked and fucked just that much harder.

I would also spend the days at the gym, carving out my body to become even sexier, and realized I gained kind of a cult following at my school just for my presence. It seemed like everyone was talking about me, and when I would walk into the room, there would be eyes following my half naked body everywhere I went.

It was an amazing time. I still look back fondly on these years. There’s even a few highlights from this time period, and the mental lore stack is huge, but just to list off a few, what would you guys like to hear more about?

• one of my stories of going out to the bar and hooking up with a random student while I was in college (more college stories)
• go more recent and talk about the viral fame years