I think I'm gonna set up my lil home studio again.

This was the last thing I did with it, maybe lmao. It wasn't much of a studio as far as space goes, or equipment. Two ring lights, a 10 year old camera, and white backdrop 😭😭😭 but maybe, just maybe, I can make it work. It did last time? Anyways, I wanna do high quality photos again, and I just can't afford to outsource anything - and honestly I'm more comfortable at home anyway! Now for what I wanna do is a whole nother dilemma lmao. If I can get it cleaned out and set up relatively soon maybe a Halloween thing. Even if something simpler.
I have to unpack soooo much of my cosplay items lmao. I don't wanna push myself too hard too fast, I have NO patience AT ALLLL. So all this is me easing even if a bit slow. I really hope y'all like listening to me yap, cuz holy fuck LMAO. I got high so I set up the most exquisite bubble bath while it storms outside. With a candle 😱 I know I know. I like talking to y'all more. It's like a blog post. More secret.

My boyfriend got one of those microphones that have two different channels and the outside is just silicone ears. Imma lick your fucking ears guys. Yeah? You like that? SlOBLOSHSLOSHOSHSHSL. Dude it was the freakiest thing. It was so fucking cool. I thought about sexy asmr but the thought of him editing it/hearing me? Oh God. Embarrassing. Thoughts? LMAOOO

Okay that's enough journal posting. I love you. Weekend is almost here. Keep it up. I started Zoloft a few days ago so maybe I'm a bit manic. Maybe more determined despite the circumstances. I did something really brave yesterday. Alright! Begone my good sirs! I must scrub my back! Unless...

xo