I know this is a sexy space and my health and separation fallout are not sexy but I need to be transparent:

I am still dealing with very severe histamine issues that meds haven’t been able to touch much. My monthly aunt flow keeps coming every 3 weeks vs 4. Unsure what is going on with my system where I cannot catch a break but it’s definitely related to stress.

Little article on the relation https://www.histamined.com/post/vagus-nerve-and-histamine

Soon, I’ll have my own home back to myself for shooting and we won’t have these content disruptions. Promises keep being made to me that are then broken and I cannot move forward. My ex partner continues to make this difficult and is dragging everything out to maintain my attention.

I live an insanely simple lifestyle where I do not have much overhead BUT due to various legal and medical people to pay plus how interrupted my work life has been by the separation this year, I simply lack funds to have “fuck you” money to override need for cooperation from my ex. Would have been gone and back in the saddle at the beginning of this year.

Thank you for being here.
This is so embarrassing to endure so publicly but I will not let it dampen my spirit or my love for this work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️