I’ve been trying to refrain from making a post like this for a while now but I’ve never really been good at controlling my urges so I figure why the fuck would I resist on this one any longer. First off I would like to say fuck Covid. This shit has taken away my friends, my income, my mental stability, my hobbies, basically everything if you haven’t gotten the point already. I’m sure you’re experiencing some of the same thing and I have one thing to say about that too fuck that. I’m sorry that you’re going through a lot as well. So I’m not sure where you stand on these issues but I can tell you that I don’t think that I am prepared to give up my entire life because of this then that’s affecting all of us. My mom has had it, my cousin has had it, my uncle has had it, and they all felt almost entirely better within A couple days and experienced a mild fever and some fatigue and that’s about it. Sure I know what what some of y’all are probably thinking and I know I’m being insensitive to the people who have lost loved ones but there’s a reason why I think we’ve reached a point where we are losing so many people and that is because our focus is completely for lack of better expressions out of focus. Why are we losing all of the things that make us who we are because of some failed political agendas or lack there of and the loss of those in our lives who are elderly or have compromised immune system‘s? If we weren’t so concerned about people like me who have a very active immune system and haven’t been sick in basically three years which includes this time Of Covid even though I was potentially exposed by my mom a month ago ( I was tested negative if you’re wondering ) and we were instead of focusing on those who have the highest risk factors; don’t you think that we would have more resources for them? Don’t you think we’d be better off if the ICUs weren’t full of 35-year-olds who decided that they should go to a pool party and instead are open for the people who are extremely vulnerable? Why didn’t we just quarantine for two weeks at the beginning instead of completely fucking up everything? Why are people so scared of hanging out of hanging out with people in my profession when I’ve come in contact with less people then probably 99% of the human population? Like think about it as a sex worker I see one person at a time at most especially during Covid a handful a week. That’s it. The average person working what most people assume to be a more average job with coworkers and bosses and meetings and travel would have to come in contact with an astronomically larger number of people and yet we still go to target and interact with the employee who’s been interacting with hundreds of people a day. So I guess one of the larger points of this rant is my inability to understand why I am struggling to survive at this point. I am one of the most isolated people I have ever met and yet if I publicly state that I am still working I will indubitably be chastised for my behavior. Also, if the mall is essential to our way of life then maybe a sex workers are as well. After all I think there’s a widespread severe pandemic that has come along with this Covid known as depression. Who cares depression better than a sex worker I’m not sure if anyone can. To wrap this rant up if you’ve seen a sex worker if you’ve enjoyed their content or their person over the years and they’ve done something for you maybe now is the time to do something for them. If you still have your job I am very very grateful that you do. Because I don’t think The level of severity of the repercussions of the way we’ve dealt with us is going to be worth whatever we’ve saved. People are going to disappear. I am really don’t want to be one of those people and I really hope you aren’t too. Any support you’ve given me here is appreciated on a level Of the highest sincerity. If there’s anything I can do to make your experience here and my appreciation for you being here felt more tangibly I am happy to do whatever that is for you because you are keeping my
Life as I have known it somewhat in tact. This means everything so thank you thank you thank you. I hope we all wake the fuck up soon so we can get back to our lives.