I don’t really know how to phrase this, because I’m very tired and depressed but I feel that you all should know, I’m taking a hiatus from content and gaining because I feel like it’s damaging to my mental health. I’ve kind of scrubbed my twitter and now I’m thinking about leaving feedism behind. It’s something that brings me a lot of joy but it also makes me feel so unattractive and uncomfortable. I just want to feel pretty and I don’t, I feel disgusting. I’ve gained over 100 lbs on this journey and I felt like for a while I really looked good, I do not feel the same. If anyone has any words of wisdom they feel like sharing I’d appreciate it. But yes, I’d like to end my OF for now. Thank you for subscribing and believing in me. I’m sorry I let you down. :(