Sometimes the difference between me and a guy – sorry, a MAN like @evanxjordie is so stark and so obvious that it activates these deep, deep dark, pathetic psycho feelings within me. The thrill of letting him do whatever he wants with me makes every neuron in my brain fire off disgusting impulses.. it's so gross and humiliating, it's better than any feeling in the world. I love being a dom, too, but this is a feeling I'd trade for nothing.