i used to hate pink so much 🤍

like genuinely hated it. i thought it was too girly, too soft, too much attention. and when ur already the skinny girl everyone has something to say about, the last thing u want is a color that makes people look at u longer

so i wore black for yearsss. baggy, dark, easy to disappear in. i remember my mom buying me a pink top once and it sat in my closet until i outgrew it lol

and now look at me. pink pareo, pink swimsuit, pink everything. its kinda funny how that happened, i didnt even notice until someone pointed it out

i think it changed when i stopped trying to be invisible. pink stopped feeling like something that would make people stare, and started feeling like something i just.. liked. no deeper reason than that

thats been the theme lately honestly. letting myself like things without needing an excuse for it. the color, the photo, the way i look in it

still catch myself sometimes tho. i put something on and my first thought is "can i pull this off" instead of "do i like this" 🥹 but im getting better

is there a color u used to avoid that u wear now? or something u thought wasnt for u and turned out it was ??