NEW COLLAB‼️
_Day 36 _| 📍 Los Angeles
**Dillon Brooks **(Part 4/4!)

After another full day together, I had gotten to know a sweet, sensitive… and very green guy. Green as in new. New to a lot of things that I have experienced and done, new to the work, and in some ways… new to life? He had never left the US, and I guess we were just very different in a lot of ways.

In some ways, it felt like I was taking him under my wing. And at the same time, I found myself stepping into a role I hadn’t explored much before… more in control, more intentional.

That part was new for me too. New… and fun. 🔥

The time we spent together was intense, and intensely intimate. I enjoyed and appreciated it in ways I never expected... and haven't with anyone before... I think?

Saying goodbye wasn’t easy. So, we didn’t. Not yet.

We extended the hotel one more night. As the sun set, everything slowed down. We spent our last night wrapped up in each other. Honestly, it was the best sleep I had in LA. 🫂

In my journal that night, I didn’t write anything. But with a big smile I remember I scribbled and tiny heart, just for him... ♥️

Before all that happened tho, we wrecked our hotel room one last time. 😏

This time I wanted to make sure he wouldn't soon forget me; that he'd still feel me inside him days after we had said goodbye.

... He said it took a whole week.

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