Well… here I am, continuing my little series about the small burnout I've been going through
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The hardest part for me after finally resting, honestly, is the guilt. The night after I cancelled that shoot, I was lying in bed and my own thoughts just kept gnawing at me, like "Nastya… you could've done so much today, come up with something new, filmed something beautiful, and instead you just laid in bed all day watching anime, how could you" and it pressed on me so much, it really did
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It feels like I'm supposed to be doing way more, but somehow the strength just keeps getting smaller, not bigger. Still, I'm trying my best not to lose mind and to keep recovering at my own little pace, one slow day at a time
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So… I'm sorry if I've been slower replying to your DMs lately >.< I promise I'm reading them, I just need a bit more time than usual right now