As always, if you are on my page for just the sexy, teasing, fantasy of it all type vibes then feel free to skip this post and any other one labelled “human”, no judgement and no offense taken! And if you want all that with a dose of humanity as well, keep reading. 😉

This was not part of any content I had planned for today but things don’t always go as planned and I thought this might help give some insight on one of the reasons why I do Onlyfans.

This morning I had a true panic attack. This is very rare for me and I haven’t had one in well over a year. It lasted for about an hour and it’s taken about two more hours after that to stop dissociating and feel more like myself again. I do not share this for pity or attention. I’m sharing this to say I am grateful for the flexibility this position gives me. I have always, always struggled with a “typical 9-5 job”. And it’s not because I’m lazy or don’t have a good work ethic or aren’t hardworking enough. It’s because that system isn’t designed for someone with a brain like mine (AuDHD, MDD). I have always been a hard worker and I have a field I am extremely passionate about! I’ve had to swallow the hard pill that being in that field full time is not sustainable for me though. I feel I get to incorporate a little of that field on here though and get to embrace other sides of myself that I haven’t been able to anywhere else! The more I grow my page, the more freedom I feel. Freedom to truly be me, freedom to make choices and boundaries that actually work for my neurodivergent brain and my mental health, freedom from having to be “on” 8 consecutive hours a day, 5 days in a row. Which has led to bringing me a lot more happiness. Having the flexibility to step away for a few hours at a time when I need to, like today, and not have a 5pm deadline for everything is a huge weight off my shoulders. The ability to spread my work out throughout the whole day has been so helpful for meeting my own needs throughout the day as well. Plus, I truly enjoy building an open community, embracing my sexuality and helping others to embrace theirs, and incorporating my passion into this platform! Everyone has different reasons for starting their page but I wanted to share mine as a way to show that for some people, working to utilize this as a main source of income can be about so much more than just utilizing their sexuality or being horny all the time.

Love, Princess 💕