Hey guys. Sorry for the long absence, but just wanted to give you a brief explanation. Long story short, I’ve not been doing well as far as my mental health goes. I know that term gets thrown around a lot these days, but it’s the best way I know to describe what’s been going on with me. Ever since the move, I’ve been struggling hard with adjusting to all the new changes and new surroundings. Some of that’s due to the autism, some of it’s due to my own personal traumas. For personal reasons, I decided to quit one of my medications recently as well (a highly addictive ADHD stimulant) which made my issues 100 times worse, but I’m very slowly getting back to my old self the longer I take it easy and allow myself to finish drying out. I’ve been mostly sleeping throughout the ordeal, but I’m slowly starting to get out of bed for short lengths here and there to do more things for myself (make coffee, feed my fish etc) Physically I still get pretty dizzy if I’m out of bed for too long, but mentally I can feel my energy levels and thought clarity gradually returning to normal. I’m hoping in the next couple of days to maybe be settled enough to where I can work on editing some more content for y’all, but in the meantime I just wanted to let y’all know I haven't forgotten about you and neither has Ashton. We just need a little bit more time to get my brain straightened out so we can return to business as usual. Love you all and talk again soon 😘🥰
~JimmyCrackerXXX 🤓🧩
