🎄I thought long and hard about whether to write this post. I started and deleted it several times. Not because I don't know what to say, but because I'm not used to asking for help.

I am an OF model, and at the same time, I am just starting my journey into tattooing. For me, this isn't “just another hobby.” It's a way to feel alive, real, to create something with my own hands, to leave a mark not only in content, but also in people's real lives.

Right now, I'm at a stage where I really want to do everything right. To learn, grow, work well and safely. But for that, I need my first really good tattoo machine. Not the cheapest or the first one I come across, but one that I can develop with and not be afraid of the result. Such a machine costs about $950, which is a significant amount for me right now.

I'm not in crisis or despair, but I can't easily afford this purchase yet. That's why I'm here and why I decided to write this text.

I feel a little awkward, to be honest. I'm used to being strong and coping on my own. But now I'm learning to accept support when it comes.

New Year's is coming soon. It's a time when you especially want to believe in miracles, kindness, and small gestures that can change a lot. Perhaps someone would like to make me happy and make my New Year special. For me, it would not just be a gift, but a huge step forward.

If anyone would like to help, even with a small amount, you would help me take an important step. Not just to buy an instrument, but to get closer to who I want to be. Give me the opportunity to develop my tattooing skills and invest my heart and time in it.

I promise it won't be in vain. I believe in myself, in my hands, and in the fact that everything done with love will surely come back.

Thank you to everyone who read to the end. Even your attention means a lot to me.

Hugs ❤️