Post from Captain Hook · October 25, 2022

Happy Tuesday Everyone ✌🏻

I wanted to give y’all a bit of an update~
this past week + a few days have been a bit of a blur.
Not that I did anything to bring about that, rather it’s solely related upon this transitional period of my life (the past few months & the upcoming few months as well).
there are times when I feel as if I have reached my plateau, or my zenith. It can feel a bit lonely or isolating, I can feel stuck in my frustration of the unknown and what’s next to come, or weary if I will reach a point of higher certainty within myself.

All that being said, I know I am knowledgeable, I know I am fierce with determination, though I understand that not everyday will feel like a win or that I know what i’m doing 100%. However, I will always refuse to give up on myself. There’s still so many layers within me that want the chance shine; to be explored and highlighted. I alone.

ANYWAYS 🤗
Here’s a nice session where I attempted to edge myself, however, I did eventually give in and let myself hit that climax 😮‍💨💦 I throughly enjoyed the act of reaching that point of absolute pleasure and release and abstaining myself for as long as I can 🥵 Definitely will be attempting more and more (video is split up into two because the first part is record in landscape while the second portion is portrait)