Post from Captain Hook · September 16, 2022

I want to be transparent with y’all…my wonderful audience that supports me. This break up still plagues me, every morning, every afternoon, every evening, & every night. There’s not a single moment my heart isn’t calling out for the connection that once was…

People move on and change, and can be ready to be explore others and opportunities. This statement however, for me I learned, isn’t true 😪

Yesterday, I foolishly thought that I could perhaps bury and escape my feelings by burying my face between someone’s legs. Well, it didn’t work. In those moments as it was going on, I found myself feeling empty and trying to perform for the camera instead of enjoying the moment. I was trying to fill the void in my heart with dick, with dick that doesn’t make me feel better at all.

I don’t know what the future will look like in terms of collabs from me….I am not in a place where I feel comfortable linking up with others. My heart still howls for the same person…💔

regardless of what I felt, I hope y’all may still enjoy this video