sooo honestly i just wanna talk openly for a second

ngl i’m actually a pretty multifaceted person, but a lot of people still see me as just a girl who sells nudes and nothing else, like i’m just another big-titted bimbo who’s incapable of more, and yeah sometimes that shit hurts

but at the same time i’m really grateful for the people who support me, because like… just a year ago i was freezing my ass off working as a courier in almost -20°C, washing cars, handing out flyers, even working at a factory for a bit

and honestly i don’t regret choosing content creation at all

i’ve tried a bunch of different jobs and this one genuinely brings me the most joy, especially when people are kind, supportive and actually say nice things to me

like recently some sweet old delivery guy brought me a package, gave me so many compliments in literally a few seconds, barely able to walk in the freezing cold, and i ended up fucking crying after

i know i can’t help everyone, but still…

and ngl it’s such a weird feeling when working online people actually love you, appreciate you and wait for you, while working as a courier was sometimes straight up scary

delivering KFC to places you don’t come back from, with a very specific type of crowd, so yeah a conflict-free shift was almost never a thing lol