September 8, 2026
mood’s normal. feels like a bear coming out of hibernation after recovery, now i can actually do things again
thought i’d have so much free time but the days were still packed, just instead of shooting i was going places. time passed quietly and now i just want to film
glad i started again
i like how i shoot now, a bit more picky about it than before, still better than i expected
need a few more sessions to get back into my usual rhythm
next week there’s a shoot with a team. had something like that a long time ago, back then they just took photos of me. it was fine, maybe 4 out of 10. this time i’m a little shy about it, but i’m looking forward to it
