okay real talk
after stream ends I’m just sitting there in silence wiping off mascara feeling kinda hollow
everyone loved the show
but no one asks if I’m okay

some of you pay me to say I’m nothing
some want me to believe it
and I let it happen
because that’s what sells

but once in a while
someone says “you looked tired today, are you alright?”
and for a second I feel like a person again

so yeah
you can tip
just don’t forget there’s still a real girl behind all this