Because I seem to have reached the threshold where its agonizingly hard to retain some discipline and "maintain" it's driving me nuts and completely horny that I actually NEED to slow down my gain.

I have an important medical appointment (probably getting a boob job, because i can't take the small tits life anymore) and LARP season ahead of me. The latter requires wearing a lot of handtailored or selfmade clothes and armor i NEED to fit, when i want to attend.

BUT the thought of me failing at discipline and blowing up is insanely hot to me. Like a Weight Gain Comic Struggle gone wrong.

However the Outcome I've already planned that this will be the last months of me taking it "slow". (xD)

After July (End of LARP Season) I want to really dig in and let go.

I'm so jealous of the beautiful gains of Pudgybun, Rosie, Livestockprincess and the utter hedonism it took to get there.

I feel like I'm missing out if i don't go all in for once and just get fat fast.