Am I even a worthy individual? Also I want to update you with me and my dad relation as yk it was bad. But he said he will fully leave he found a new mom for me which I have not met tbh and he left. So I am fully alone. I dont depend on no one to cook or go outside walk to Walmart which is kinda impossible even if me wasnt fucked in brain I will need a car. Here transportation basically non existent.

Also yes I have 2 loafs of bread. 3 cups of noodles 11 monster whites. 1 Redbull pink one and I have some meat which idk how to cook. I learned from youtube how to wash my clothes so I am chill with that.

So how long do you think I can last?