June 7th 2026
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last Sunday, before my body decided it was time to fuckin croak 💀

you can hear some of the congestion in my voice but i truly thought it was just allergies! within 24 hours it had quickly turned into a lung infection. i was struggling to breathe, it felt like i couldn’t fill my lungs.

i finally went to the doctor on Wednesday because it had gotten worse. i was wheezing constantly, my head was swimming, and my entire body was sore. they immediately put me on 2L of oxygen and ran a couple breathing treatments, then sent me home with four scripts. little sniffles turned into pneumonia.

as of today - one week after this video - i am still not doing great. just being honest. the body aches are gone, the wheezing is at a minimum, but now i’m coughing until i see stars and i cannot make it stop.

all of this to say, i’m sorry for my absence, however there was not gonna be anything filmed this week 😭 not only have i felt like doodoo, i look the part too. i still have all my piercings taken out and my upper lip is raw from all the drainage and blowing. thank you to everyone that’s checked in on me, i appreciate you all immensely 🥰💛

hoping this coming week i am still ravenous from the steroids and i can make up for it lost time!