January 15th 2026
450s

first time i’ve posted a slow-mo video in a VERY long time 😮‍💨

so uhhhh i’m starting to feel massive? like super fat? hefty as FUCK?!

i finally caved and ordered new clothes. four pants, five tops, and a bra that actually might fit! i know that will barely get me through a week at a time but my plan is to incorporate my outgrown wardrobe in with the new clothes until i can buy more. it’s not that i mind doing laundry - on the contrary, i love the ritual of it - however having to haul massive bags down two flights of stairs and into a laundromat is kinda a pain in the ass at my size. at any size, really.

life has been kinda hectic lately. my job has been extremely busy, and since i manage an entire department it’s felt like spinning plates while trying to hopscotch and sing a song all at the same time. i’m absolutely exhausted by the time i make it home after work, and i spend the majority of my weekends sleeping. i’m also about to begin working towards a certification, and maybe even a professional license.

despite all of this, have no fear, i am still eating very VERY well. i don’t believe i’m going to be breaking 460 this month, but i’ve weighed myself a couple of times and i’m solidly in the low 450s. i feel like if i do continue to gain, it’s going to be slow and steady, and i’m honestly so grateful for that with how my mobility has been lately…

anywayyyyy, hope you enjoy the slow-mo! it’s insane to see just how much of my body ripples when another part is touched 🐷