3 more weeks until my surgery. I just want to be pretty so bad :/ no matter how hard I’ve tried my whole life no one has ever wanted to be my boyfriend. I’m hoping this can attract men to me. Right now the only men who seem interested are fat fetish guys whom I LOVE but I also want regular guys too who don’t want to fatten me up and change my body. I want men to be attracted to me ugh this sucks