About to retire and end all my social media sites. About to say fuck all of you. If you bitches want me to be alone I will just go back to being by myself. I'm so tired of trying. 5 years gone. 5 fucking years. For nothing. Might as well just fucking kill myself. Fuck you all as far as I'm concerned. Don't know where you were when I needed you but you aren't here now. That's for damn sure.