Oh god, why do I always do this to myself? I just can't help it...

I'm lifting this jug of milk to my trembling lips and guzzling it down in big desperate gulps. Each swallow is just another jolt of pressure to my already packed middle. My stomach is like a balloon that keeps getting pumped up. It's gurgling and groaning under my skin with every new sip.

It's completely aching now. Just so freaking tight and bloated. My skin feels as though it's stretched taut like a drum.

But it's also so, so good. All this heavy weigh settling onto my poor body.