**I feel embarrassed to even ask for this, but extraordinary situations demand that we humble ourselves. **

**If you can help in any shape or form to help me move and cover my expenses to get in touch with my family and friends, I'd greatly appreciate it. **

I was trying to make myself believe that people were just busy with everything that's going on, but after not hearing from some of my friends after 24 hours, I start to fear the worse. Today I'm going to me traveling with my mum to my extended family, and with flights cancelled and pretty much everyone in Cali still in shock it's going to be extra difficult.

I been finding myself staring at the wall, without a single thought in my mind in disbelief of what happened. The videos, the photos... It all feels like a nightmare.

**Thank you to everyone who lended a hand to me yesterday. And if you haven't and you can, I will be forever grateful. **