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I wanted to be honest with everyone about where I'm at right now.

These days I work a full-time job, and finding the time and energy to film isn't as easy as it used to be. On top of that, I have autism and other personal challenges that can make travelling, filming, and being constantly "on" for content really difficult.

I've been in the adult industry for 17 years, and while there have been good moments, it's also been a tough journey. The reality is that doing this for so long has taken a toll on my mental health, my self-worth, and how I feel about myself. I think I've reached a point where I need to step back and take a break.

The industry has changed a lot over the years. There's more pressure than ever to constantly produce content, compete with people willing to do almost anything for views or money, and meet growing expectations from fans and platforms. For most of my career, I've done everything myself — filming, editing, marketing, promotion, and running my own content. I never had a big team behind me like many creators do today.

One thing I've realised is that I want intimacy and sex to be something that's for me, not something that's always being shared online. For a long time, a huge part of my life has been tied to content creation, and I need some space to reconnect with myself outside of that.

I appreciate everyone who has supported me over the years.