I knew he needed me.

Knew that behind that masculine facade of suits & aftershave

**Was a little boy, tired of being strong, of making all the decisions. **

I knew he wanted--

No

Yearned--

For a woman to take control,

To tell him when & for how long to go down, how deep to sink...

He'd never admit this to anyone else

Especially not another man,

**Maybe he hadnt even yet admitted it to himself. **

This is why he needed a guide, a mentor,

a woman who knew exactly what she was doing.

**He needed me. **

**That's why I hired him. **