I wish I could cum from nipple play alone.

I've gotten close a few times, usually when my senses are heightened from some thc. I know it's possible for others to do, so why not me?

Why cant I lay in bed, full breasts spilling out the top of my bra, fingers perfectly placed on my stiff nipple?

I want to use my index & middle finger to steady them, and then use my thumb to roll the sensitive bud against my finger pads. Slow and deliberate, sending pleasure signals through my nervous system, down my body, between my thighs, igniting every part of my sex: labia, clit, pussy.

I want pinch my nipples, squeeze & pull and stretch them until I throw my head back, let small exhalations escape, overwhelmed by the sensation.

And all of this I can do, have done, am doing. But it never grows past there. No matter how mindful and in my body I try to be, there is never any climax until I work my hands between my thighs.

And if course that is still a wonderful release, an orgasm I've perfected after years of self-loving, but it is routine. Mundane. And messy.

I suppose I'll just have to keep practicing, keep playing with my tits and nipples until I cum from that alone.

Wish me luck.