Giving head is my favorite way to self-stimulate

So, I have ADHD, and for those who don't know, ADHDers tend to "stim"--short for self-stimulating behavior. These are usually repetative movements like foot tapping, nail picking, hair twirling, humming, etc. The purpose is to give our brains happy chemicals to focus, or to help us self-regulate (calm down) if we are distressed.

Well. After a decade of sucking dick, I've finally accepted it is one of my favorite ways to self stimulate. This is for a few reasons:

The feeling of a smooth, hard cock on my lips is very comforting. I like the pressure of the shaft as it slides past my wet lips, and how I can change that pressure just by sucking harder.

Bobbing my head up and down as I work someone's dick is a very repetitive movement. I don't have to focus too hard on anything fancy or complicated. Sure, I can play with the speed, tighten my throat around the tip, or use my tongue a little more--but generally I can just stay in the moment, zone out, and relax.

When my partner moans or curses in pleasure, I get extra audio stimulation and validation. I love knowing I am doing a good job, making my partner feel good. I am also a big vocal stimmer, so I can moan around my partner's cock and make the experience better for both of us.

If I do start getting bored, I can add in some novelty with my tongue--swirling it around the tip, licking the shaft up & down, or tickling my partner's balls.

I guess it makes sense that this is so much fun for me--I've always loved sucking thick milkshakes through big straws. Thick straw or hard cock, I just love sucking.