So had to block someone today. So this has inspired a story time. I'm going to break this all down for everyone.
I AM NOT TRYING TO GARNER SYMPATHY. I just want everyone who begs me for free shit to know why I say "no, fuck you. You pay."
To those who do donate and tip. Thank you, seriously from the bottom of my heart. You have kept me alive and you are the best kind of people.

Why does Brittney show herself naked on the internet and why are my stream times so chaotic?
The answer isn't simple. I know you wouldn't really know it by the interaction I have with those online but I have crippling anxiety. When I'm placed in a situation I can't control or something I can't walk away from to collect myself I break down. Why? I wish I knew. Every job I have ever lost I have lost due to anxiety. Once so bad I had a nervous breakdown and didn't talk to anyone outside of family for over a year. I am not just some attention whore on the internet who's trying to get rich off of onlyfans. I do this because it's all I can do without spiraling into anxiety. I was doing deliveries and uber/lyft but I lost my car from factors outside my control. I can go somewhere and get a job at some factory but that won't last before I break down. I wish I could be 'normal' and put my head down doing it just to survive. I can't, I've tried.
So to the asshole who slandered and harassed me about "All the money I've been making being an attention whore on the internet" here's the real truth.

Since losing my car in April I've made approx. $1500 in income. I'm living off of about $215/month. Yet these people call me greedy.

That income pays for:
My food. I had been getting assistance but welp if you've seen the news it's not looking good.
My phone (I have the cheap plan @ $30/m).
I'd say clothes but I've not gotten new clothes in 5 years).
My hygiene products - razors, shampoo, deodorant, and soap. I can't afford anything else.
Internet is cheap but terrible at $20/m
My computer was donated to me by someone who doesn't want to be named here. My monitor was free, my tv was $20 3 years ago. Desk, chair, and backlighting I got from a dumpster dive. My other computer stuff I've had for over 8 years and it's all slow.
My bed was donated by my a viewer. (You know who you are and I am SUPER grateful to you.) Before that I**slept on the floor for 9 YEARS. **
Everything else not taken up by these things I've been trying to save for another car to at least do deliveries in again. Now without food assistance that saving has to go to feeding myself.

So from this point on begging for free shit from me is instant ban. I post pictures for free. I don't charge for subs. I make everything from videos and streams. If you hang out and talk to me in streams that's cool. I'm totally ok with that. I don't require donations for idle chit-chat during streams.