i really am just. completely blowing up? there’s no end to this, every day i wake up and know that i will be aiming for the max amount of calories possible.

i finished 32oz of heavy cream in two days, my belly wobbles when i do anything (though, honestly, all i do is eat) and i’ve developed a true waddle.. there are new stretchmarks forming on my upper belly, and the ones on my side are just getting worse too?

400 may come sooner than i thought..