Did ya miss me? 🥹
Don’t worry… next month my schedule will be completely changing… you’re going to be seeing much more of me… you have been warned 😜
I have always been a pervert… and for a lot of time I felt guilty about it. But making content online helped me realize it’s okay to give into your sexual fantasy as long as you’re enjoying it and you’re comfortable with what you’re doing.
And don’t let it consume your life… lol at my worse I was masturbating 5+ times a day… like it was bad… before I made content… I would masturbate in restrooms, fitting rooms, movie theater, swimming pools… the worse… a elevator I wanted to see if I could finish by the time the elevator reach the floor I needed or until someone else got on.
Posting online helps me get out my perverse energy independently, because I am still a weirdo about doing physical things with other people. I know it’s weird… that I can post stuff online but doing stuff in real life I want to reserve for someone special.
I have been allowing myself to cave in and touch myself more again… and changing up where I do it like yesterday I tried out my closet.
Also started watching retro porn again.
I have always loved retro porn. I find the cheesiness charming and it feels human… it’s exaggerated but it felt more real in some ways and idk but to me it’s way hotter than new porn.
I haven’t been making as much content as I would have liked because I am still trying to figure out how to capture the charm that I am looking for that I think is sexy…
I want to make stuff the feels special, it’s a moment people normally wouldn’t get to see but we get to share it together. It might be a little awkward or a little weird but we are open minded so we ride with it and just see what happens.
If you have any ideas… I am all ears. 😜
