hii.. 🥺

i wasn't sure when i'd be able to write again.. but here i am 🙈

i wanna start by saying ty. like.. actually ty. fr.

when i went quiet i thought maybe a few ppl would notice n then everyone would just move on.. that's what the mean voice in my head was telling me would happen. instead my dms were full of u 🥺 ppl checking on me.. sending the softest msgs.. some of u writing paragraphs reminding me who i am when i couldn't remember it myself 😭😭💗

i reread them so many times. i still am tbh 🙈

and it made me realize smth.. this rly is a community. like a real one. not just a page. u see me. and that's smth i never thought i'd have when i first started bcause of how anxious i am 🥺🥀

and i wanna say smth else while im here.. cause some of the kindest msgs i got were from guys who at some point told me they've been through their own stuff.. anxiety, dark patches, feeling like no one would notice if they disappeared and it broke my heart because i KNOW that feeling so well.. but it also makes me want to talk about something very important..

it's men's mental health month💗

we don't talk abt it enough. men r told to just push through and be fine... not say anything.. and then they carry it alone and it sometimes gets so heavy... if u are one of those guys.. plsss know u can talk to me. and i mean for real. ur not weak for feeling things.. ur human. it's takes courage letting urself not be okay sometimes and reaching out anyway 🥺

we should all care about our mental health.. checking in on ourselves and each other 💗 staying hydrated...eating.. resting.. talking to someone.. logging off when the internet is too much.. leave the place that makes you feel so anxious and stressed🙈

im not 100% back yet.. but im a lot closer than i was a week ago. and that's thanks to all of you kind people 💗 i will try my best to collect some mental powers and hopefully will get back to you right after

ty for not letting me disappear and being my support when i need it the most🥺
please all of you stay safe, thank you again and i love you all so much!