Post from 🅑🅞🅝 🎀 🅑🅞🅝 · June 26, 2025

heyy, i just felt like i wanna write it out so maybe i feel better🥺
i was hesitant about it, but it just feels right to do, so here we go..

i did smth knda dumb recently.. reached out to an old friend i havent talked to in a while.. just wanted to see if maybe we could reconnect idk
but they just left me on read. no reaction, no msg, no nothinggg

n now i feel even more stupid for even trying😶

it’s rly hard not to shut down when stuff like this happens. i know it shouldnt get to me this much.. but it does.
like why did i think i mattered enough for them to care? maybe i was just a phase to them but it still hurts ugh idk..
ughh. i wish ppl would just say smth when they r done. why leave someone in the air like that..like i dont have a heart??
pls dont be like them.

anyway… for those who r reading this, thank u! like fr. even just u being here n reading this means more than u think🤍