I feel today a lot of bad #memories come to my mind to quick when I start processing them tears come to flow and that's good , it just stress coming out of my body and then I just strat thinking I don't wanna be in my head to much but I got a keep my sobriety, 1 month sober , omg , I never thought I could reach this point I do not wanna lose it , I love my sobriety If I fall into addiction I do not know how to control me , I would definitely lock out myself In some place with nature and alone , now it is raining and doing good weather thank good because you send me today a hurracain and now a calm beautiful rain 🌧️ 💗🙏