Just wanted to apologize for not making any new scenes and being checked out of creating entirely. Depression has been whooping my ass for almost 2 years now & it’s made me feel like I’ve lost a lot of what made me, me. My sex drive is gone, my confidence has been low, and I feel stuck/numb most days. I’ve been desperately trying to rebuild myself and fix the parts that are making me sad but holy shit has it been tough 😮‍💨 I have moments where I feel like I’m making progress and then boom I’m hit with another wave. I have been working every week with a therapist trying to pick apart this mess and figure out what it is that keeps bringing me to this low. Idk maybe some people just have a darkness that they’ll never be able to escape and maybe I’m one of them. It feels so dumb to me that my brain can’t just be happy. 😑 I’m beyond thankful for the fans who have stuck with me through this process and have been understanding & loving towards me despite me stepping away to work on myself ❤️