Sorry i really havent posted at all during this pregnancy im as you can see heavily pregnant and im also at the healthiest weight ive been my whole life most of my life ive been under weight when i started this journey i was 110 pounds im now 160 and very insecure about it we are 36 weeks and baby can come anyday now i find out tomorrow how dialated i am and everything but i will say my insecurities have made it really hard to post not just here but everywhere and im hoping when the baby comes ill get my spark back to most more im still very uncertain if ill keep this account going but i know for certain tik tok and all the others will stay up and going