Obsession
/əbˈsɛʃn/
An obsession is a state of mind where a person constantly or persistently thinks about a specific idea, desire, activity, or person, often in an excessive, abnormal, or uncontrollable way.

Just saying… it might be what you have…and it’s ok 😉😘

- side note…. Which picture would you have placed first to see?? I struggled to decide!!!