I've already spent 2 days in the hospital out of 365 😂

They kept me again, but honestly… it was exactly like every other time.

Breathlessness, heart racing, liver complaining, my whole body protesting under the weight nothing new, nothing worse than before. Just my body reminding me, over and over, that it's slowly giving up… and I fucking love it 🥵

They let me go home today.

No miracle, no big improvement just me, still as heavy, still as breathless, still as ready to keep going.

And now I'm back in my creaking bed, with one single craving more content and more food.

I'm diving right back in eating, gaining, filming every bite, every tremble, every gasp… because that's what I live for, that's what makes me throb 🥰

Thank you to everyone who supported me during those 2 days your messages carried me more than any oxygen mask 😘

Now tip me, encourage me, order customs… I'm ready to plunge straight back into the excess.

More swollen belly, more trembling fat, more slow, delicious destruction.

That's why I'm home And I'm going to give you even more of it 🥵