I love thinking back to that moment in the hospital… Breathless, red, massive, trembling just from standing. My body was giving out under its own weight. And I loved it.

I love being obese. I love being this heavy, this weak, this huge too big to exist normally🤤

I love knowing I’m pushing too far, destroying my body bite after bite… and getting off on the slow collapse

In the hospital, they saw a patient. I saw a pig. My true nature. And I want to go even further 😻