Just a glimpse of what’s happening inside…

This is how my heart reacts when my body is under pressure,overfed, heavy, and breathless.

Every beat you see here? It's a sign I’ve gone too far… and I love it 😍 Do you?

Oh and the last one...151 BPM. I wasn’t moving. I wasn’t even sitting up. Just lying in bed, breathing slow… after mixing a little butter and sugar together. That’s all it took. My heart pounding like I’d just sprinted, when all I did was indulge. Sweet. Fatty. Melting in my mouth.

And now my body is sounding the alarm, but I’m still hungry. I could feel my pulse in my chest, in my neck, in my belly. But I stayed there, letting it race. Because what’s one more spoonful… when you’re already shaking? Hihihi please feed me more. Send me tips !