✈️ Sky High Confessional #10: my first Collab trip

Having just wrapped up my 4th collab trip this year in Mexico, I thought it would be fitting to reflect back on the very first one: February in Bali. Two years into OnlyFans and suddenly invited on my first real international collab trip with creators I’d only ever watched from afar.

The anticipation was massive. I reshuffled a friend’s birthday trip to make it work, brought my boyfriend at the time for support, and packed like everything could go wrong. I flew with all my food, even bottled water. I told myself I couldn’t be too careful, but also think I was just nervous. Walking into that house for the first couple of days was intimidating. So many big US creators, all confident and experienced, moving fast. My nerves were loud and confidence kind of wavered around all the big personalities.

What grounded me was simple advice from my boyfriend. Stop watching yourself and tune into other people. Once I did, I relaxed. I connected. Having a few Aussies there, including some familiar faces, helped too. Amid the chaos of 20 creators, photographers everywhere, and everyone juggling schedules, I found my rhythm. I left that week with six or seven seriously hot scenes and enough content to carry me through much of the year.

I’m an introvert, so being on constantly drained me, but the connection part really mattered. I really loved forming friendships that I created and getting to know how they do things as well as sharing my experience plus I got a few quiet moments getting some nice cheeky butt pics for you guys.

Looking back now after my most recent trip, I can feel the difference. I have a better idea of who I am and the vision of what I’m trying to create. And I’ve already shot a whopping 70 collabs this year so feel like I can focus on quality rather than quantity.

**So here’s my question for you. ****When was the last time you threw yourself into the deep end socially, and what helped you swim instead of sink? DM me, I’d love to know! **