Despite having the main parts of Weekly quest done and ready to go, I literally can't sit still or focus whatsoever. I tried taking a low dose of my emergency supply of meds but it's not enough and I simply can't get anything done today. One task alone has taken me two hours to get through and I'm struggling quite badly.
I have other obligations I have to see to today with the day job so I'm going to turn what little attention I have to that. Later tonight, I'm going to do my best to get through weekly quest and get it out for you but there's a real chance everything will be pushed to tomorrow when I have more time to give to things. I apologize ahead of time if I'm unable to get WQ out and done today - including answering quests.
For those unaware, my adhd is quite severe and I have to be heavily medicated on more than one medication for it. It is a severe impairment for me and even while on meds things are difficult. SO being off them makes everything completely unmanageable. For me it's definitely not the "super power" a lot of people joke about it being. I consider it something closer to "hell on earth".
I feel terrible for not being able to be productive today, but I'm also aware that I literally can't fight unbalanced brain chemistry. Still, I do apologize x
