Sexually frustrated, AGAIN.

I found a twink who was all talk about how he loved daddy's with big dicks and how he would be my cock slave. I came sweaty after the gym. He smelled me for a good bit and sucked me off pretty nice... Then when I was ready to bend him over, I didn't even get to stick but half of my dick in until he was already bitching and complaining that it hurts and to take it out. I wanted to ram my meat so hard in his guts and stretch his hole. I did get to finish off in back in his throat (and I facefucked this poor boy so HARD just because I was sexualy frustrated) but I really wanted to take advantage of his ass. The only thing that has been running intrusively through my mind is my intense need to shove my dick inside a butthole. It's an addiction with all this testosterone. I need to find a power bottom who can just take it and let me have my way however hard and deep as I want. Any takers?