Hey guys💜
Im sorry for the quiet updates. Alot of things have been happening. Along side my technical issues, my mentality hasn't been the greatest. Ive been understaffed at my work for a while now. Its not getting better. With the season changing and temps dropping I find myself surrounded by alot of dark thoughts. Problems with my medication for depression caused me to fluctuate with my mood.
I was hospitalized because of some (ironically) stomach issues. It has no correlation to my hobby of being a balloon, but it does make it hard to eat. Ive been keeping quiet about it till it got better. I didnt want anyone to worry. It did make it hard to inflate, so I felt alot pressure to push through the pain.
I have a tendency to deal with problems on my own, but I think it was more so the quantity of my issues and felt like they kept stacking on until I broke down. Its safe to say though that while theyre still persistent, even some that I dont feel like going into detail because of their severity, im doing better.
I saved up enough for a new phone after several months being late on rent, so now ill just need to backup my old videos, edit and then post them. I was told my issues were because older phones eventually start performing worse at a certain point of their end life to force people to upgrade. That with the sheer amount of my content on my device and it resulted in a potato with a touch screen lol.
Sorry I missed Halloween. I had alot of things planned, but fell off. I hope youll continue to enjoy the content ill produce, as well as catching up of some of my post ill be posting soon from my archive. Im getting back on my feet one day at a time.
In the meantime, let me know whatcha wanna see! Ive inflated only couple times as of recent, so ill need the practice 💜
Ill be posting regularly again here and other socials today or tomorrow depending on work if ill need to stay late. Goodluck to all NNN participants🫡