My partner and i bonded and got together over the fact that i no longer want to be a “tight” woman, especially not to please men. Ive never been particularly tight, i started fucking around much earlier than my peers, and experimenting with insertions bigger than my friends were.
After becoming a mom, all hopes of being tight were out the window, and i played with whatever dildos i had that could satisfy my now even looser cunt.
My partner was understanding of this from the get go, and fully supports my decision to accept being loose and to stretch myself out as big as i need to to feel full.
Our sex life has still been great, he uses dildos on me, he has a wonderful mouth, and ofcourse he is also completely aroused by the idea if me seeking out bigger cocked bulls to better satisfy me. (Though I’m starting to feel like no mans cock will be able to satisfy me at the rate I’m going)
Hes made me cum from sex a few times, though i truely think its more of an intimacy/vulnerability/love connection thing thats got me to the edge, not his cock (its tiny)
We fuck for intimacy, and he gets off when he feels how loose and wet i am.
Well, this week we have taken to nightly stretching practice (rhymes with mist-ing)
And tonight, as we often do, he fucked me afterwards. Maybe because I’m tired from a big week, or maybe it’s because i want to be completely honest with him, i decided while he was taking me from behind that it was a good time to tell him i couldn’t feel him inside me. Like, at all.
I didn’t really think about how he might feel, or his feelings at all really when i told him this, and for most men i think it would be pretty emasculating and end the sex. But for my lovely cucky man, this just made him even more wild. The thought of sex purely being for his pleasure now (though he hardly touches the sides and its more of a mental stimulation than a physical stroking on his cock that gets him to cum) made him desperately try to fuck me harder. Maybe to make me feel it, maybe so he could, I’m not sure.
In our relationship to date, we have had stages of complete denial, where he is either locked in chastity or instructed not to wank/cum and where he isnt allowed inside me at all. He struggles at first, but eventually settles into the feelings that come with denial, and as long as I’m feeling satisfied we can go on like this for some time.
We’ve joked and teased about heading towards a “pussy free marriage” , and whilst its still not on the immediate itinerary for our sex life, i can quite confidently say that his cock no longer satisfies me and i could quite happily go without it completely. So long as his hands remain in tact.
When we were fucking, he jokingly pressed the head of his cock against my asshole. I had been toying it myself prior to him joining me in bed because its a sure fire way to get myself super horny and my pussy wet fast. I think its the feeling of how tight it is. Anyway, it was relaxed enough that he possibly could have entered me. We haven’t done anal yet, and as much as i love playing with my wrecked asshole of recent times, I’m still a little apprehensive to have an actual cock in there (small as he might be)
I looked back and scolded him for his boyish joke, but then told him quite plainly that soon that may be the only way i will allow his cock inside me, and it will certainly be the only way i will be able to feel him.
We switched positions and i sat on top of him, riding his cock, watching his face writhe with pleasure. How wet i was. How loose and sloppy. I must have been staring at him pretty blankly, but i noticed he was about to cum, so i hopped off (we are avoiding pregnancy naturally at the moment) and sucked his nipple while he wanked his cock, i said “i hope that felt good, it was all for you, i didn’t feel a thing”
That was just what he needed to hear to explode all over himself.
Afterwards we talked about how i would quite happily just snuggle with him for intimacy, and all i need from him pleasure wise is his hand and his mouth.
Fuck, maybe we are heading towards a pussy free marriage after all.
