Hey, hi i know i havnt posted in a bit and to be honest i probably wouldnt still, BUT, i just had a realisation, asking myself what the root cause of this deep longing/suffering/aching is, i miss being fingered. And manhandled by gropey entitled guys (usually older) because they could smell the skank on me, and would just take control. The times my tits were yanked out of my bra (with no real resistance from me) and presented to waiting hands. Being crowded around and bumped about fingers ramming thoughtlessly and without care for my pleasure. I spose things were far less PC then. I guess im a hyper slut. And elder slut? An O.G slut. I dont know. But i miss it. I think i am desperately longing for a domme in my life. For some humiliation, some wild public antics.
I find myself having quite a few more risqué fantasies. Being turned on by the risk factor, the potential shame, the feeling of fulfilment that comes with being a good slut. A secret slut.

Anyway talk more soon, its summer and im generally happier but real life is busier (p.s i am chronically unwell, which is confirmed/diagnosed now but no less debilitating, thanks for patience and understanding as always :) , but i have this disability to thank for my gloriously loose cunt so i guess we all just have to be greatful for what my body does allow) xoxox
Lots of love mommy