When I was in college, there was this guy I went to school with who sent me a photo of his restraints, cuffs, and ball gags. I was so intrigued by that one photo that I was yearning to have sex with him from that moment on. I wanted him to use those toys on me and get bossed around, I was scared and excited at the same time and that ambivalence turned me on so much. I expressed my interest in wanting to use those items with him, so we got to know each other a bit. My first impression of him was that he was very masculine and gentle. He was a very good listener, and I got the impression that he was stern and strict in his everyday life. He was a few years older than me as he was graduating the semester we met and I was just a freshman. I eventually had my first BDSM experience with him. My favorite part was when he would put me over his lap and spank my ass cheeks until they turned red... his spanks were so hard yet so soft, they had the perfect sting. He gave me alot of rules and inconvenient meaningless tasks that I had to do while I was naked and if I messed up - I got spanked. Part of me sometimes would mess up on purpose just so he would bend me over his lap. There was a point where I was screaming so loud because he was using the wand on my pussy and I was cumming into oblivion and he told me that I needed to shut the fuck up & put a ball gag in my mouth hahah that made me cum even harder of course. It was also my first time being bound and using a ball gag! I was so giddy and I had a blast getting my brains fucked out while my hands and feet were restricted. He didn't even have that big of a dick but I came so much and was so turned on by the psychological aspect of it all. We continued to have our little sessions until the end of the semester, after that he graduated and moved to the Bay to go to law school and soon after that time was when I had first met and started dating my husband. Those experiences being a complete and total submissive rocked my world, and I always felt lucky to have experienced that - in a way it was exactly what I needed. Ever since then I've been very intrigued and aroused by the lifestyle. Although I don't practice it as much as I'd like to in my personal life, I get to explore that side of myself at photoshoots. I remember my first fetish shoot and it immediately sent me back to when I was in college getting dommed. I love shooting with my restraints and gags they are really kinky and personal to me. Most of the time when I am getting bound for a shoot it makes me pussy so wet and the sexual tension in the room feels so thick, but at the same time I want to focus on getting the right shot haha these photos were taken by a photographer named Eric. We shot these at his house, he really had me oiled up and butt ass naked restrained on his dining room table hahahahaahah bon appetit bitches 😂